A great failure I experienced in my life was a choice to pursue a romantic relationship because I was tired of waiting on God. This negatively affected my spiritual life and took my a long long time to get back on track. Although, I never stopped believing I had a relationship with the Lord, it kept being “interrupted” by my flesh, by my shame, by my guilt of wasted time, emotion, etc. I constantly felt like I was at the caboose of the train. Saying that I know God loves me and can forgive me, but why would He. I wouldn’t.