Many times, I choose to forgive and be the one taking the initiative to reconcile. I have to stress it is a hard-long process that I have to be rebuked by the Holy Spirit over and over. I do feel anxious that others may reject or give me a cold shoulder and can only trust in God regardless of what the outcome will be, it is what I need to do on my side.
Having to recite the Lord’s Prayer every Sunday during worship is a great way to get me to humble before God.